二、久违的宁静（肉渣）（2 / 3）
回到Alex的卧室，他换了个姿势依然熟睡着。
她安静地在床边坐下，注视了他一会儿。在WhatsApp上编了一条信息发给他, “I had a good time yesterday, despite all the chaos. You look hot when you are sleeping. XD.”
她起身准备离开。
刚站起来就被一双结实的臂膀抱住。Alex把头搁在她肩窝里，闷闷地说“I can’t believe you are doing this to me.”
她笑起来, “What did I do? You are making me sound like an evil woman.”
“Yes you are, leaving like this. ”他不容拒绝地把她拉到床上，赤裸而温暖的上身压住她。
傅谈笑蹬掉鞋子，抬起手，圈住Alex的脖子，低语，“OK. My bad. How can I make it up to you, innocent boy?”
“Well, we’ll see.” 他呢喃道，嘴唇靠近她的，话音消失在他们贴近的地方。
他吻得很热烈，英挺的鼻尖和她贴在一起，用舌头细致地描绘她的嘴唇。
他的嘴唇颜色好像比平时要浅一些，是因为刚醒吗？也有可能是因为阳光？
Alex似乎感觉到她的胡思乱想，因为他忽然轻轻地咬了一下她的下唇。于是她含住他的上唇，舌尖温和地在他的唇珠上游曳。他也伸出舌头，模仿她的样子舔她的上唇，卷住她不放。
她腾出缠在他脖子上的双手，顺着他的脊椎感受他的肌肉轮廓。斜方肌、竖脊肌、腰方肌……? Alex的喘息陡然粗重起来。他意乱情迷地吻着她柔软的耳垂和细嫩修长的脖颈，身体往上挪了挪，有一个已经隆起发硬的地方贴住她的耻骨，随着他的动作不轻不重地撞击着她。
她身体发烫，忍不住像猫一样呻吟起来。
倏地，Alex撑住上半身，隔了一段距离看她。她睁开眼睛，依然是笑盈盈的。他的目光下移，她内穿靛蓝色毛衣，外穿黑色皮衣，紧身牛仔裤，身材凹凸有致。眉毛弯弯，眼睛闪闪，显出几分纯真；鼻头小巧，嘴唇丰满，透着几分肉欲。长发随意地披散着，身体自在地舒展着，又香又软。
Alex的眼里仿佛有两团火在燃烧，身体也烫得不像话。“Fuck, Tanxiao you are so hot.”
他腾出一只手隔空放在她的胸部上方，问她“Is it Ok?”
她觉得有点不忍，但是还是忍住笑对他说“It’s OK, but I’m not on any birth control. So maybe we should stick to the second base.”
“Ah. You might as well kill me now.” 他深吸了一口气，隔着衣服吻了一下她的胸部，又吻了一下她的下巴。翻身挨着她躺下。
她也忍得有些难耐，问，“So you don’t have a condom either.”
“No, but I will go get a ton of them later today.”
她哈哈大笑起来。一时间她的恶趣味冒出来，她说“Don’t be sad. I’ll tell you a joke that’s perfect for this moment.”
Alex无奈地苦笑了一下，握住她的手。
“So there was this girl who had been dating a boy for a while. They were making out and things got heated so they decided to have sex. The girl fished around in her bag and found some Fire and Ice condoms that her friend Jane gave her because Jane was afraid of her mother finding them. The boyfriend happily put one condom on and they had sex. 10 minutes later, the girl cried ‘my vagina is on fire!’ and the boy went ‘my dick feels so cold’. That was the first time they had sex and the last time they used Fire and Ice condoms. Hahaha! What a story!”
Alex也笑了，狠狠地啄了一下她的鼻子。
“I will meet with my GP and see if I could get one of those birth controls.” 她正色道。
Alex坐起来看着她，握着她的手认真地说 “I’m sorry I have acted like a dick. But know that it’s not just sex that I want. I adore you and respect you, Tanxiao. I don’t want to somehow force it on you if you are not ready. I know some birth controls can have serious side effects on women, and we can work it out without using them. Condoms are fine by me.”
她坐起来吻住他，显得有些激动。Alex也投入地回吻她。
她以前有过性关系的男朋友很少和她开诚布公地讨论性，在傅谈笑的要求下他会戴安全套，但他似乎觉得这使得他的性快感打了折扣。而且他对避孕方式的了解非常少，甚至可以说在这方面很无知，不时还会提出用安全期避孕和体外射精避孕。傅谈笑口头解释过，也有给他发过这方面的科普，但他还是希望她能提出一种不戴套的方式。她失望至极，所以那一段关系没持续多久她就提了分手。他很难接受，自问条件不错，学历高，有礼貌，外形也好，两个人相处起来没什么问题，为什么要分手。最后在气头上终究是说了一些很伤人的话，导致他们的分手过程很不愉快。
Alex刚才的一番话让她幡然醒悟。原来不是她的问题，不是她太矫情，不是她要求太高。情侣就是应该这样互相关心，互相协商和妥协。如果对方根本不在乎你在性方面的感受，并且把避孕当作是女人的责任，跟男人一点关系都没有，那么有问题的是他，而不是你。
她动容地说“Thank you for saying that Alex. Really.” ↑返回顶部↑
她安静地在床边坐下，注视了他一会儿。在WhatsApp上编了一条信息发给他, “I had a good time yesterday, despite all the chaos. You look hot when you are sleeping. XD.”
她起身准备离开。
刚站起来就被一双结实的臂膀抱住。Alex把头搁在她肩窝里，闷闷地说“I can’t believe you are doing this to me.”
她笑起来, “What did I do? You are making me sound like an evil woman.”
“Yes you are, leaving like this. ”他不容拒绝地把她拉到床上，赤裸而温暖的上身压住她。
傅谈笑蹬掉鞋子，抬起手，圈住Alex的脖子，低语，“OK. My bad. How can I make it up to you, innocent boy?”
“Well, we’ll see.” 他呢喃道，嘴唇靠近她的，话音消失在他们贴近的地方。
他吻得很热烈，英挺的鼻尖和她贴在一起，用舌头细致地描绘她的嘴唇。
他的嘴唇颜色好像比平时要浅一些，是因为刚醒吗？也有可能是因为阳光？
Alex似乎感觉到她的胡思乱想，因为他忽然轻轻地咬了一下她的下唇。于是她含住他的上唇，舌尖温和地在他的唇珠上游曳。他也伸出舌头，模仿她的样子舔她的上唇，卷住她不放。
她腾出缠在他脖子上的双手，顺着他的脊椎感受他的肌肉轮廓。斜方肌、竖脊肌、腰方肌……? Alex的喘息陡然粗重起来。他意乱情迷地吻着她柔软的耳垂和细嫩修长的脖颈，身体往上挪了挪，有一个已经隆起发硬的地方贴住她的耻骨，随着他的动作不轻不重地撞击着她。
她身体发烫，忍不住像猫一样呻吟起来。
倏地，Alex撑住上半身，隔了一段距离看她。她睁开眼睛，依然是笑盈盈的。他的目光下移，她内穿靛蓝色毛衣，外穿黑色皮衣，紧身牛仔裤，身材凹凸有致。眉毛弯弯，眼睛闪闪，显出几分纯真；鼻头小巧，嘴唇丰满，透着几分肉欲。长发随意地披散着，身体自在地舒展着，又香又软。
Alex的眼里仿佛有两团火在燃烧，身体也烫得不像话。“Fuck, Tanxiao you are so hot.”
他腾出一只手隔空放在她的胸部上方，问她“Is it Ok?”
她觉得有点不忍，但是还是忍住笑对他说“It’s OK, but I’m not on any birth control. So maybe we should stick to the second base.”
“Ah. You might as well kill me now.” 他深吸了一口气，隔着衣服吻了一下她的胸部，又吻了一下她的下巴。翻身挨着她躺下。
她也忍得有些难耐，问，“So you don’t have a condom either.”
“No, but I will go get a ton of them later today.”
她哈哈大笑起来。一时间她的恶趣味冒出来，她说“Don’t be sad. I’ll tell you a joke that’s perfect for this moment.”
Alex无奈地苦笑了一下，握住她的手。
“So there was this girl who had been dating a boy for a while. They were making out and things got heated so they decided to have sex. The girl fished around in her bag and found some Fire and Ice condoms that her friend Jane gave her because Jane was afraid of her mother finding them. The boyfriend happily put one condom on and they had sex. 10 minutes later, the girl cried ‘my vagina is on fire!’ and the boy went ‘my dick feels so cold’. That was the first time they had sex and the last time they used Fire and Ice condoms. Hahaha! What a story!”
Alex也笑了，狠狠地啄了一下她的鼻子。
“I will meet with my GP and see if I could get one of those birth controls.” 她正色道。
Alex坐起来看着她，握着她的手认真地说 “I’m sorry I have acted like a dick. But know that it’s not just sex that I want. I adore you and respect you, Tanxiao. I don’t want to somehow force it on you if you are not ready. I know some birth controls can have serious side effects on women, and we can work it out without using them. Condoms are fine by me.”
她坐起来吻住他，显得有些激动。Alex也投入地回吻她。
她以前有过性关系的男朋友很少和她开诚布公地讨论性，在傅谈笑的要求下他会戴安全套，但他似乎觉得这使得他的性快感打了折扣。而且他对避孕方式的了解非常少，甚至可以说在这方面很无知，不时还会提出用安全期避孕和体外射精避孕。傅谈笑口头解释过，也有给他发过这方面的科普，但他还是希望她能提出一种不戴套的方式。她失望至极，所以那一段关系没持续多久她就提了分手。他很难接受，自问条件不错，学历高，有礼貌，外形也好，两个人相处起来没什么问题，为什么要分手。最后在气头上终究是说了一些很伤人的话，导致他们的分手过程很不愉快。
Alex刚才的一番话让她幡然醒悟。原来不是她的问题，不是她太矫情，不是她要求太高。情侣就是应该这样互相关心，互相协商和妥协。如果对方根本不在乎你在性方面的感受，并且把避孕当作是女人的责任，跟男人一点关系都没有，那么有问题的是他，而不是你。
她动容地说“Thank you for saying that Alex. Really.” ↑返回顶部↑